weekly post 【3】

 

This is what three years without unsubscribing looks like.

 

This week, I’ve been pushing back sleep, prolonging leisure activities, avoiding writing, forgetting to exercise, and breaking the small rules I tried to set for myself.

Already, I’m relapsing into several bad habits.

Without an incentive, I don’t seem to have a lot of integrity, which is a problem when my goal is to be more internally motivated.

I shouldn’t need a reason to sleep well and be productive; those are things I want to make basic parts of my routine.

But while I haven’t succeeded on all fronts yet, some things did renew my motivation this week. I’ll get into them in my activity log, which I’ve moved to be the first log of the post. 

 

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