weekly post 【8】

When something genuinely upsets me, I tend to self-destruct.

Letting emotions fly. Cutting loose. Giving up.

Who cares, so what, what does it matter—

Rather than forget the consequences, I laugh at them, scorn them, then welcome them in.

 

My week started out great. Come Wednesday, I hit a snag. For a few days, I lost all my motivation.

When I’m upset, I lock my motivations up in a box somewhere so I don’t have to think and act for the long term, so I don’t have to restrain myself.

 

It’s a bad habit of mine. Because of it, I lost about half a week’s worth of productivity.

However, on Sunday, I managed to pull everything back in the right direction.

Despite setbacks, I’ve taken a step forward.

This upcoming week is off to a good start, and it’s going to stay that way.

 

I won’t write anything more than this for this week’s post. In some ways, I progressed. In some ways, I didn’t. But I’ll be back next week with more to share. So, here’s hoping!

 

Sycee, signing off!
Monday | 10/9/23

 

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